theodora93

Happy Virgo Birthdays!

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 18:36:05 GMT

Happy Birthday to you! All you Sept folks!

Sultry Sunday

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 01:15:12 GMT

Hi all! Lost in the terrestrial pursuits again. I am reminded with the impending NOTOCon that it has been a long time since I posted. It is hot here and the air is barely moving... The neighbors are yelling but it sounds friendly.

I am sitting in my home(ONCE AGAIN) office on the computer.

I am starting my doctoral degree in Chinese medicine in Sept and dealing with the business involved.

I am once again, for awhile now, single. My gf left with the dog about 4 monthes ago.

I am playing low brass again. I have approached playing euphonium as a meditation and it is wonderful.

Anyhow a friend just came by so off I go.

Hi

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 01:28:38 GMT

I am curious today about the rest of the world. I am coming out of my own personal winter and heading into my own personal spring. What a magnificent day it has been.

Happy Return to your Birthdate Agaperos

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:16:20 GMT

Happy day to you my friend and Brother!

Snowpocalypse

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 20:54:22 GMT

The message seems to be, are you comfortable being alone with yourself. The message of the water element, reflect and rest. One of the messages at least, I am also taking stock of my resources.

I am looking at what I have given and whether it was given freely. Its not easy to look at the hard facts of who I am but there is no better mirror than a relationship to see the motivations hiding in my actions. I can sit in self pity or I can feel what there is to feel, as it comes up, recognize it for the energy it is, and let it pass.

I am a deep explorer of my insides, my history, and my relationships. It is difficult for me to be casual and I find partners regularly without the language or interest to explore these places in themselves and with me.

The search for companionship is a long road during a 7th house Uranus transit. I am seeking that internal company in the long run and perhaps as I cultivate that relationship, human, physical company will come.

What a difference a day makes!

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 01:36:02 GMT

My dear friends and Brothers and Sisters:

Thank you for a most wonderful Solstice evening. I am feeling lifted, and grateful for the kindness and fraternity I received.

As the darkness begins to ebb and the light flow, I see the spring will come again and my sad heart will once again be full.

93

general distress

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 20:21:47 GMT

Despite many votes to the contrary, today I feel like a LOSER, a jerk, a bad friend. It is most likely an episode of self pity.

It nonetheless has a bitter flavor and is a lonely experience.

This has been a very hard week.

here at work

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:39:42 GMT

I love my job. I work long hours at times but it is wholey satisfying.

Happy Birthday Miz Kim

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 22:23:16 GMT

93 Sweet Sister

I do appreciate you so!

Lizzy

where have I been

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 06:04:12 GMT

Wow ! September was a hell of a month.

I fell madly in love with a beautiful woman. If you have no stomach for romantic mush, move on, I can't help myself.

Then went on a long driving trip to BIg Sur where I attended the Sun magazine writers workshop. Beautiful place, Esalen. I was well received as a writer and poet. And I received the sweetest love notes via text and email throughout the trip. I liked this a lot, really a lot. I wrote some good stuff, met a lot of really cool people, editors, etc. and made some good artistic connections,as well.

I then came back to the ensuing romance. I have never been with someone so sweet. What to say- she is the right amount butch, very soft, Virgo Moon, but Scorpio Rising and Leo Sun. I feel as though I have been caught in her web and am being devoured. Its lovely.

School has started and I am actually teaching this year- a core curriculum class, Acupuncture Techniques. I love my students. I love my TA's (teacher assistants), Ariche :). It really is great to present this material the way I want, after 13 years of being the TA.

We had our Equinox ritual where I got to see Mobyjane, what a marvelously lovely woman. I introduced my sweetheart to the lodge via cultofzir's incredible workings.

I was baptised. This was the most intimate ritual I have been in yet at the lodge. Wow, beautiful. Since, I have been in two masses. I am enjoying this. This was a big deal for me, I have never been involved in a church this way before.

Then horror of horrors, this magnificent wonder woman left for a two month trip to help her grandmother out. This is most tragic. We are conducting an electronic communication but it lacks the heat in my bed. I do enjoy the sound of her voice in my ear at night, however. So we have now arrived at Oct.

Until next time.

What Do You Have To Say? - Music: My First Favorite Band

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 00:56:35 GMT

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I was a fan of Yes. I wa introduced by one of my first girlfriends--Theirs was the first rock show I ever went to.

Tonight

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 05:06:30 GMT

Here i sit poking away at this little box, in a motel room in a smallish town in Southern Oregon, Grant's Pass to be exact.

I am on my way to a writing workshop put on by the Sun magazine. I am very excited. This is one of my absolute favorite publications, noads, and all kinds of marvelous writers. Did I say NO ADS.

The workshop is being held at Esalen, the famous hippy freelove nudist resort. We will see how beautiful it is. Its about 2 hours from SF.

I am very excited to visit the redwoods. Trees, ah, some of my favorite life on this planet.

I just Friday night went out to the land I grew up on. I haven't gone in several years because of the logging.

I wrote a poem about it a few years ago. It goes like this:

"We didn't own the place"

Trees
Tall trees-evergreen
A house with cedar shakes
Put there by
My mother's hands.
Dog's barking
Pitbulls
Barking like I'd just arrived
And mud--red clay
A long way
Up the creek bed called a driveway.
The forest of childhood
And hiding places.
The orcheard with a reward
For a climb
and in the rich loam
Mushrooms.

Fields, once fields
Now forests,
Monospecies forest
Forests , now stumps.
Once a house,
Now someone's shed
and still the dogs
Doberman-shepherd
Still the dogs
Barking.

You

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 18:57:28 GMT

Happy birthdate! 93's LizM

SOUP

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 00:42:23 GMT

So here I go--I am making soup--may sound small but I haven't cooked anything short of a sandwich or pasta in monthes. So the soup is a curried turkey meat ball with shiitake mushrooms , carrots, green beans and red chard. It smells wonderful. I made up the recipe on the spot.

I really love having my office in my house (acupuncturist) so I can do stuff while people are resting with points.

Playing music with agaperos was very cool. I actually have never harmonized with my recorded self. It was lovely. I am excited to play more.

The weekend was a lot. I saw my most recent ex for the first time since I broke up with him and then went a memorial for someone who literally dropped dead. A very sweet man who had just become a papa. Fortunately this was followed abruptly by a most beautiful mass.
I am so glad to be welcomed by the mass teams to play music. I am so glad we do so many masses at Sekhet Maat.

thanks to all my new friends...will be most happy to follow you posts

Here I go

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:13:59 GMT

After hearing SO much about lj I am giving it a whirl. I am curious . OK Notocon tipped me but I can make no guarantees about the committment to hours in front of a computer screen. I really like people more. Live flesh and blood....so hopefully something good will come of this endeavor. Love yaz